Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 5/24/2011 07:03:00 PM
sometimes i feel i'll be fine by myself.
it's easier to say i don't even need help.
but it's harder to walk on my own.
don't know where to turn.
i've been stuck with this routine.
i really do need to change my ways
instead of always being weak.
by looking at the mirror.
i know the mirror can lie.
it can't show me what's inside of me.
but amazingly i can hide
by putting on a smile.
though it feels like i have everything in my life.
it seems something isn't fully completed.
i need someone who knows when i'm lost or scared.
& even through the highs and the lows.
someone i can count on
someone who cares.
especially when my hopes crashes down
shattering to the ground.
& i feel all alone.
when i don't know which way to go
not even a single sign leading me.
i must open up my heart & believe.
i'm trying hard.
i'm not going to be easily break down.
i guess i may never knew whether i have the strength to make it through.
Labels: i'm lost., when it comes to life
, 5/24/2011 06:50:00 PM
to me,
everyday is like a blank canvas.
you start your day by creating new memories.
you can draw black clouds or make a sunshine.
writing a song is similar to writing a poetry.
it's like creating a masterpiece.
by the end of the day, you've created your day filled with either colourful memories or vice versa.
Labels: life is work of art.
Monday, April 25, 2011, 4/25/2011 09:10:00 PM
It's like he doesn't hear a word I say,
His mind is somewhere far away,
And I don't know how to get there,
It's like,
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out,
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out,
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care,
(Like she doesn't even care)
Labels: wouldn't change a thing
Tuesday, April 19, 2011, 4/19/2011 08:53:00 PM
i almost forgotten that i've got a blog.
i abandon my blog. & i'm so active in tumblr.
i feel bad. :(
i try to update whenever i can.
i'm sooooo excited for the upcoming events!
i seriously can't wait.
there's too much pressure yet excitement awaiting!
hopefully it goes smoothly! :)))
Labels: the best and the worst part waiting for me.
Friday, March 25, 2011, 3/25/2011 11:31:00 AM
want an easy way to get abs. use this. LOL!
no way to get in shape in an easy way.everyday i look into the mirror & look on my face.
i find that i'm getting fat!
even a short distance i get so tired. i feel like an old woman. :/
& ohh my appetite is getting worse.
i indulge all kinds of food whenever i'm bored, sad, angry & etc.
been a long time, last i did intensive exercise.
it's gonna be tough for me to start back intensive exercise.
Labels: ideal shape: S - line
